Today has been horrible. I wake up to find out a very amazing man passed away. I know it was getting close but didn’t expect this soon. And talking to his wife broke my heart. Then I find out my sister hates me. Really? I give her my time that I could be doing more valuable stuff and she repays me like this? Whatever. I have been so depressed. But I have to keep praying. I know God is with me. I know I am stronger than this and can make it through. Prayers please.